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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Vindictive
There is something that has been rather disturbing that i've been thinking.

Most of my close friends i knew in army are all perfectionist. Birds of the same feather flocks together i supposed. The people from my room always asked how come i'm so close with people from other department and i guess this is the reason. I'm just attracted to people who are perfect and unique, who doesn't?

BUT

Have you ever met someone whom seems so perfect to the extent that instead of socialising with him, you felt irritated when he tried to contact you, avoiding him as much as possible and you only feel its an obligation to meet up with him?
'You respect someone so much, that you are unwilling to get to know him better...'
I really wondered why i behaved in such a way for a long time.
It was only today that i've found the answers i've been looking for. And i just discovered a trait of mine that i've been trying to conceal...
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Went for a gathering just now with people i've never knew but who went through similar path as mine. In fact a handful of them had already graduated from uni, whereas most were still studying ranging from 2nd yr to final yr... I'm so inspired by them, they truely shine.
Hearing from them what they have gone through made me appreciate even more what i've been doing for this period. This gathering has been insightful, and i'm glad that i've attended.


Catching the falling leaves ...[9:45 PM]
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