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Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Last week...
It is very easy to keep on thinking of the negative things that happen and one tend to overlook the fact that another normal day is something that one might be longing for.

Last week was a weekend that i really enjoyed myself. It was actualy the weekend before the start of exams and I was enjoying the nice saturday having a job with mimi and yan to buy ingredients for lunch.

Sunday, on the other hand, was something that I knew i must attend.. It will definitely be a long long time after when all of us come together in a relax mode enjoying our boardgames. we have jc,jb yc and CE!

ec met us during dinner though.

Nonetheless, its a weekend that i really look forward to having again someday...


Catching the falling leaves ...[5:40 PM]
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Tuesday, April 06, 2010
See you 2009
It has been 4 months since 2009 just ended...

During my time in canada, I was really looking forward to 2009 and I can still remember that I kept telling everyone 'see you 2009'.

Indeed, 2009 came and I really enjoyed myself. Seeing the people I want to see, doing the things I want to do. So much so that I just want 2009 to last and stay like that forever. And there are times during that year, that it just feel if 2009 has past, all this happiness will be over.

Till now, I still refuse to accept that it is now 2010.

Perhaps its just self fulling, but it just feel as if there are so much problem upon the turn of 2010. So much things beyond my control, and for things within my control, Im starting to loose confidence in handling.

Its a viscous cycle when we start to give up cos there will be more problem as a result. And this is even worst if part of me want to hang on but unconsciously doesnt want to do anything for it.

Several results are out and im not happy abt it.
This is simply because I didnt work enough for it. I knew it deep down.
But i kept on finding myself excuse for the failure. So much so it irritates people ard me and i myself is disgusted.

Perhaps it because it has been so long since i sit down and sort things in my mind. All these months, I have been doing things inituitively, not thinking much of the consequences. Just like any other animal. And i know i myself in nature is lazy, and I let it overwhelm me just like that.

Previous test has been fun, simply because I did everything I can for it. Any mistakes are purely by chance and there is nothing i could do but to laugh abt it. Those test that I've been having now, were not as so as it is a disappointment and i know i can do so much better.

Results for Prof com is fixed... Its a definate B feeling i'm having. There is nothing i can do abt it. I could have done something before, but i choose not to do so. No one else to blame.

Nontheless, there are still hope for other aspects.


Catching the falling leaves ...[12:19 PM]
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