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Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Lets be Pigs!
I know all along that i'm the kind of person who
1) needs enough sleep of at least 7.5 hrs (the best is 8) to achieve maximum performance, learning in particular.
2) Needs to have a regular sleeping cycle
3)Take a long time to adjust and adapt if (1) and (2) are not met.

And so the long awaited night cycling did not disappoint us!
We morphed into pigs from sat to tuesday!
Sleep and sleep like pigs liddat.

Actually tot i can recover by monday. But its just too comfortable for me to resist.... haha!
At least i manage to do the minimium homework requirement during the transition progress.
Time to study harder tml!


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Monday, February 23, 2009
你真的愿意,就请给我惊喜!
My first valentines day can be so much fun!




































































































hmm.... where are the rest of the pictures??




Catching the falling leaves ...[10:11 PM]
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Friday, February 20, 2009
Oh well
After calming down, i felt that i really handled the case quite well.

Really, there isn't much things i can do besides the things i did.
Perhaps I was just instincitively harsh on the other party that made the other party rather defensive. And when things get heated up, no one really listens.

Come to think of it, there are soo many big and serious incidents all the time.
Yet, i am brooding over such trival incident of mine. Oh well, This just show how inexperience i am in such matters.
ITs just like how when i was in k1 that i brooded issues like a crampled piece of paper, not receiving any gift (a sharpener), over a missing glue or even a broken new eraser.

The more i am thankful of this incident. Its more like a guided tour with father beside me to guide me how to go about doing the report and stuff. Then with a witness comes about conveniently and assist me regarding the matter, providing useful information to help in the investigation.
This just shows how lucky i can be... ...


Catching the falling leaves ...[11:26 AM]
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
First accident
I am feeling ...... because......

I really can't find a word to describe what i am feeling now.
A mixture of disappointment, dissatisfaction, with a drop of relieve, plus a little bit of uncertainly.

Perhaps its the way i approach and handle the stuff.
Perhaps its the unreasonable way the other side do things
Or perhaps i know that i cannot 硬碰硬 but choose to do so in the end in order to conceal my panic.
Or simply just cos its the first time im involve in a road accident.

Try driving on a straight road and another car come banging on to you on the side.
And the next thing you know, the driver of the other car refused to show the driving license (simply because it wasnt bought out) and tried to be unreasonable.

OF cos as a person of 高尚的气质 i should first ask if the driver is alright or something along that line. But instead i choose to cover up my panic by being systematic of taking down the particulars and stuff. Come and think of it, i'm suppse to be doing that. ITs much better than screaming out or crying out loud. But i still feel i can handle the situation much better.

OF cos no one bother about the unreasonable driver, who creates new rules and path in driving. For a second I was really tempted to call the police.
The police will certainly catch people who drive around with no driver license, who goes around creating new traffic rules, who goes abt ranting endlessly and making other's night so ........ .
EVEN the kind hearted drivers who shld be long reach home by then, came back and offered to be MY witness and can't be bothered talking to the other.

I think i desperately need lawyer friends to be my legal consultant. Should i just call the police to sue the irresponsible driver to evoke the license (if there is any in the first place) and make the world a better and safer place. Perhaps this will reduce my dissonance and give me a sense of achievement.

Oh yah! SERIOUSLY no matter in what aspect, i should be getting the loudest last laugh.
Cos apparantly the car im driving is so thick skin that no visible damage was seen. The other car was significant damaged.

Now i wonder if it is done on purpose. Polly they slammed the cars somewhere and couldnt get insurance to pay them, so they drive around like this in order to create an accident to claim!
hmm..

Looking at the bright side, at least this is an awfully minor accident. And minor accident already like that liao, what happen if there is a larger accident? chio!!
At least i got some accident experience points...

And then father was beside me all the time. He so cool lah, didnt huang. Cos he just stand down there and tell the other driver that 'this is small case, nothing one'.
It was exactly this attitude of his that almost caused my blood pressure to rise and explode during the time we were alone in china. Such situation we are suppose to display certain anxiety but he can just behave so indifferent. Nonetheless, it is just so right for him to use it on others.

REally, i got so much to learn.


Catching the falling leaves ...[11:02 PM]
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mind block
I can believe it took me 4 hrs or so to complete typing 2 reports. These two reports can be easily complete in 1 hr, at most 2, and it took me 4 hrs to complete them.

So according to social psych, i am required to think of something to justify such dissonance. Polly i have not been blogging frequently enough and all my recent post are sooo short. Hence, i'm losing my momentum in writing. Sigh.. Already i am so poor in my public speaking liaoz. I really dont want my writing skills to deprove anymore.

Hence, I should start blogging more. Can train to improve my flow of thoughts. This is very essential for my this semester as i got 2x 4 au modules that require me to write essay for the final. I simply cant imagine how it will turn out if i took 4 hrs to complete to 2 hrs paper. So scary.

Already i have experience 2 failures upon coming back. Mass quiz and the presentation. I must say that i certainly didn't put in the required effort that i should and things turn out badly. And it rEally affected my self esteems.
Long time ago, i did badly for my papers and i totally gave up, hoping for the world to stop and to pull me up. But of cos, we all know this is not possible and i couldn't shine as bright as i should. I must jia you more! still can savage and do better one.


Actually, after taking asian and social psych. I gained another deeper understanding of the world and people. So much so i'm starting to analyse people and see them making the mistakes that we are learning in class. Its all seems like simple logic yet we are making such statements/mistakes. And i am just taking a few of such modules. I can't imagine how these major people are analysing at us deep down and observe such phenomenon they learn.
Think will write more abt it next time, then shun bian get prepare for final exams

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Thursday, February 12, 2009
4 days 3 night hall 6 chalet!
haha! thanks to jd, i had a 4 days 3 nights hall 6 chalet!

IT feels so right all of a sudden.
Going to school from hall, going back hall from school, going for a run straight after that. Having some hall stuff late at night. Meeting friends over a meal.

Perhaps i am just excusing myself from post cny clearing up ba.. haha! hiding in school leaving all the stuff to sister.


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Monday, February 09, 2009
post cny?
Just when i thought everything settle down after the cny preparation and i finally have sometime for my own, mother came to me this morning and wondered to herself, outloud...

"Today is the fifteenth day of cny, i wonder who will help me to remove all the cny decorations and tibits...."

I'm wondering that myself....


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Saturday, February 07, 2009
random thoughts while waiting. .
mang told me that it has been reported that asian who come to western countries will have a boost in self esteem. I always wonder what will happen if the asian comes back from the western countries.

well I guess I learn the answer the hard way.

I finally able to regulate my everyday life. took me a month to do that and of course it is human nature to attribute this to a cause and it will be the cny.

its my first time inviting people to my place for cny. its my first time actively inviting people down to my place.

so fun! a pity elaine cannot come down. she is always missing out all the fun.

I have concluded, removing the max and min, that the average ang bao money is. .. 8.5 dollars! this is done across a sample size of 30. oh my! I forgot to find the root mean square to find the standard deviation . oh well, there is always next year.

come to think of it. it has been quite some time since I receive so many red packets. I don't remember receiving more then 10 last year.

receiving red packet I must say is secondary. the most important is the blessing others are wishing you. its not that often someone will come to you and wish you prosperity or well in your studies is it? its not that often that people make an effort to come and gather together, do they? as much

currently I'm trying to reformat my computer. I'm not sure if I really save all my require file properly. anyway its too late now. its already 43mins into the process with only 18%complete. average out to be 2.5mins per 1%. at this rate I think I need another 3hours or so to complete the entire process. so tao yan. oh well I need to upgrade my technology and equipment to increase productivity ma. if I don't do it now, I don't think I will have to time.


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Thursday, February 05, 2009
Mess Transfer!
Someone please remind me that it is still the first half of the term and its till 2 weeks before the recess week. Yet, i am already studying how i would during the exam period.
Oh my.. the good old days..

IT has been more then 9 months since i have studied like this. Ever since my yr 1 sem 2 exams. I think i almost forgotten how to study and how is it like to study LIKE THIS!!

I remember while i was studying hard for my yr 1 sem 2 exams, i told myself that i will have an awfully long break from studying after that period. So i must really hang on. An in a flash, i am continuing my studies miracle by, ironically, the continuity equation.

sheesh! nvm.. after this semester will be may holiday breaks! yeah! then we can go fly kite!
And along the way got many fun and interesting things to do! so must jia you!


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