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Thursday, June 24, 2010
Greetings from Japan!
And here I am in Japan!

My trip here is full of mixed feelings indeed. And something I learnt about mix feelings is that it will not bring me anywhere. Feeling happy and sad at the same time, wouldnt it be very xin ku?

I tried to fill up my sadness with more happy stuff... Doing more things, being more spontenous, planning lunch time badminton sessions to fill up my mind. But it feels like the more I tried to fill up this emptiness, the more lonely I feel.. Simply because the stuff I am filling up with are not done with the one I really want to be with...

The people im with are people we act very close here, but most prob back in Singapore, we will not even bother to meet..

Rmber Alex? Wilsern? Once upon a time, they are my companions in another strange place called canada, but upon returning, I dont even want to say hi eventhough i see him at the corner of my eye...

The only thing that keep me going is knowing that I'm here on a mission.
TO recee the place so I can bring the one I truely want here, to enjoy and to eat!
To get an idea how working is like in a big company contacts so I can adjust my personal time nicely...
To get use to the various small talks that is politically and formality correct to protect myself in workplace.

Anyway, Today I got offended by KT. I purposely shown my displeasure by keeping quiet in front of all fellow interns the entire day. Ironically, even though the time I spent with him was the most, all other interns were the one who came to me along the day and asked whats wrong..That made me feel very disappointed with him.
But after careful thought, I suddenly realised I am behaving like *** ***!! haha! Must be due to her influence!! Always influence me one..
hmm.. this paragraph supposed to be for me to faxie, but i suddenly feel so happy cos im behaving like *** ***! haha!


Catching the falling leaves ...[8:15 PM]
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