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Thursday, January 25, 2007
Whats your problem?
I just don't like it when stephen keeps on making it sounds that he is the only one who is having the worst problem.

As if no one has their own problem. Just because he feels that his situation is worst, treat everyone who seems happier to be immature and haven't experience life at all.
Keeps on saying that those immature people like to look down on him. But isn't him looking down on others as well?

I really wanted to tell him straight on the face that he is not the only one. Just because we don't want to show out our sufferings, doesn't mean we never experienced it before nor even understand it all all.
But i know if i said that, i'll just blurt all the problems out and we will spend the entire evening comparing how miserable we are.

Thats totally not my style..

Only my fans in this blog get a hint of what i've been going through. Nonetheless, i didn't said out what is it. Just using this as an outlet to vent out the frustration.

TO him, i'm just a spoilt rich kid who got the support of the family and stuff. To everyone else, my world is just like a beautiful bubble that can never be burst.

There are people who experienced lost.

Everytime i think about this, i'll think of S and J.
They are my guide whenever my life turned haywire.
(rmb S and J? the ones who shared The Secret? )
Both of them experienced so much, yet they are still able to face their problems. Of cos, at times they will wonder 'why is it me?'(they have all the reasons to do so), and started venting their frustration out to me. But they will quickily recover back and shine even brighter than before.

I wanted to be just like them.

I've never shared my problems to anyone else. Not even to yc or jb.
But i've always told S and J that they were not alone.


Catching the falling leaves ...[11:37 PM]
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