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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Dilemma
I truely believe that everyone in this world has their own fair share of problems.

And because of that, it is in built within me NOT to go around 'boasting' about it as though I am the most miserable guy on earth. Normally, i'll just settle it with my own ability, and worst come to worst i will borrow strenght from others. (if it is me in the past, i might not even borrow strength as i don't want to show my weakness)

Another reason why, I don't like to share my problem was because if i started sharing. People, whether consciously or not, will start to compare their own problem with mine. Surely, they will start to think of their own problems. Good and bad. If their experience is not as bad, maybe they will be happy that others is worst, conversely they will feel worst. Eitherway, it is absolutely not my style of making others to dwell on their problem.

I don't like this atmosphere at all.

Eventually along the way, i think that i've lost my ability to express my problems.

Today is my first time attempting to share a problem, abt the incident 45 days ago, to share how it has been bothering me. Seriously, i think because i never share, hence i never really learn how to go about consoling others. Actually i was in a dilemma whether to say anything or not but then i think just mentioning one doesn't hurt, does it? The worst case senario happened, and the one i'm sharing to started to blurt out everything. Perhaps that was his aim all along, he wanted someone to share with... perhaps...

I knew what that there are problems all along. I knew the reasons why he came back. Yet, i don't know what else i can do to help.

" With each battle, I lose more of myself "
But then again, the little msg on the side ------------> isn't there for nothing...


Catching the falling leaves ...[7:22 PM]
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