Friday, March 30, 2007

i dinaLTLFOR drunk
u diAlly got d4runk,,, this is the firwst time....thi8s is s9nw0rtybgbo0gg9jgl; that i dunno wsazt i\ i
,m typyung that im doiung so..rmb the pre ious pist thtat i mebntion that those whodont know who they where thast they dont know how to getndrunk? f finally o,fee;omg tjomg way and i, emjouingh in it...


thank you....... truly...

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(edited again the next morning)
I woke up this morning and found myself horribly dressed. In fact, i was still wearing my contacts. I turned to my laptop beside me which was on throughout the night.

"oh dear!" i exclaimed to myself

The display name of my msn was the address for this blog. Knowing something was not right, i immediately went here to have a look. Conveniently, this was already opened in another window. Whatever above was what i saw.
Most probably i wanted to share whatever happened yesterday. Let me try to decode whatever i've written (i'll just decode the meaning, putting the grammar aside):

I actually got drunk
I actually got drunk, this is the first time. This is so worth blogging (Issit??). I don't know what i'm typing or why am i doing so (???) Remember the previous post i've mentioned that those who do not know who they were, do not know how to get drunk? (only Those who can understand their own true feeling can be intoxicated) I'm finally feeling this way and i'm enjoying it.
Thank you, truly.

Started to recall what we did yesterday. Was out at holland village with wei cai, ganesha and yue han. My main objective was to see how easily i can get intoxicated. I want to know.
Months before, i was looking forward to such session, which was eventually canceled, simply because wanted to time out from the war. i think i'll not be able to forgive myself if i do that...

I remember we left the place and walked down the stairs. Suddenly, everything fast forward and i found myself in a car. I knew i was yue han's. Was trying to focus along the way by describing to myself what is going on around me. I think i attacked the on sitting beside me. Logically, it should be weicai. For ganesha had experienced my innate violent nature, hence sat far far away from me.

Things just fast forwarded and i found myself in ganesha's house. Met his mother, father and brother. I vaguely remember something about a coffee. I tried my best not to show them my status. By then it was already 12am. See! i'm still clear headed.
But at this stage when yuehan sent me back home. I didn't know who are at the car. Logically, ganesha was there since i rmb someone guiding him to my place.... but then weicai shld know of my place as well... hmm...

In the past, i avoided stuff and people because i 'don't like' them. But 90% of the time was because i'm afraid of their darkness. I slowly realised that as long as you are a polished gem, no matter how dark the place can be, you can still shine.

Catching the falling leaves ...[12:37 AM]

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