Friday, September 07, 2007

I hate cars...
I hate cars, they never fail to take away things that are important to me....

I remember that there was a time, years ago, when alot my friends were having the exciting chat on what type of cars they were learning, whether it is manual or auto, whether they had booked their basic theory or not, or even what to look for during the theory test, I would always keep myself away from being involved. Not daring to show any slight interest in it.

I remember there was a time, when even though i was finally convinced about the importance of driving, i refused to admit that i was actually going for it. No one knew that i was taking my basic, my advance or even my practical (at least initially). IT felt like as though i was doing something so shameful that i could not share it to anyone.

That was the time, many many months after, just few weeks before my practical exams, when i spend hours picking up courage to tell father that i was learning driving and my mouth actually went dry upon doing so.
And that was the time when my heart literally stopped and my body froze when i saw mother spotted me driving in a car. I couldnt sleep that night.... ...

The moment i passed my driving test, everything changed.

My juniors would never understand the significance whenever i picked them up and sent them back to the unit. They WILL NEVER KNOW how much they had done or the importance just by simply sitting behind whist i was driving. They were my first passengers....

From then on, i spent all of my energy to face the toughest challange I had ever encountered over the next few months.
Everything changes..

tml 08/09/07 will be exactly one yr since everything changes.

Catching the falling leaves ...[1:09 AM]

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