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Sunday, January 06, 2008
wala wala
Wala wala holland village, is the very first place i truely gotten drunk last yr.
As i always said, it is only when one can understand one's true feelings that one can be drunk.
Even since the incident last year, it seems that i can easily become tipsy.

Went out with weicai at wala wala just now.
Everytime i went drinking (actually for 2-3 times only lah), i never failed to mention the death of Alex. It was the same with gan; the same with jian dong. All along, i knew that he had a great impact on me, but never expect to be that much.

Whenever i go drinking, the intoxication would made me smile as though im really happy deep down. Nonetheless, as i do so, the subconscious thought within me will emerge and asked,' are u truely happy?'
And i'll fall into a state of confusion of happy due to intoxication and feeling very 感伤 at the same time.

The thought of purity will emerge from my mind once again...

I've never liked drinking at all. REally!!
Nonetheless, I want to drink during two occasions recently more than ever. Once with jiandong during 31st dec2007 while remising through the year, and tonight with weicai, before the next school term starts.

Once i lost myself, ill find myself again.....


Catching the falling leaves ...[11:45 PM]
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