Sunday, February 24, 2008

36 hrs non-stop
Try staying awake for 36 hrs non-stop!

Once again, life of being Tengda the invinsible aka superman mode.

A night cyclist by night; kayaking coach by day.
I'm glad that my buttom didnt split into two after a full night of sitting on the bike and the entire day sitting on my boat.

Perhaps that is why humans have two sides at the buttom, so they can sit with their left side and change to the other upon feeling sore. Isn't Human evolution amazing?
Well i've been switching from left side to right and back the entire night. Not to mention, falling into a daze and back while cycling.
I could have easily bump onto someone and the someone would have fall into the main road and collided with the car which in turn lose control and bang into the rest of the cyclist behind; and the cyclist behind will fall inthe the main road and collide with another car which in turn lose control.... Then everyone behind me will die of a horrible horrible death! Well cny period is over, i dont suppose its inauspicious saying such stuff yeah?

Fortunately, people know that it is dangerous living with me and stayed far far away from me to avoid disaster!

We reached east coast park at around 7am, to watch the sunrise. And everyone left at 8am, to have a good day rest in NTU.

AND THAT is the start of my DAY.

Took a cab and reached kallang at 815.

It is my first time working with these coaches and first time teaching at that place and my first time FAILING students. TWO to be specific.
Wao, it is so amazing of you to be able to teach despite your current condition the other coach said.
Well, I always try to be professional in every role i play. That is even more so when the target are sec 1. I immediately morph into NP/peer support mode while talking to them.
(remember im a peer support leader who deal with sec 1s and NPCC nco who is in charge of the sec 1 squad? and at my current state, i could easily morph back and forth the entire day!)

Suddenly, i used words like " Don't you dare do this!" (np mode)
next i used words like,"Isn't is wonderful helping your friends?" (peer support)

Not to forget, they are ncc cadets.

I failed two of them. I had to.
That even make me certain of my theory that Fear and desire might be the sources of causes of anything.
I gave the two a debrief addressing their problems and can't imagine that its still within me to be able to console them. The words just flow out naturally from my mouth. If i said even more , i'm sure that they would cry after hearing such a touching speech from me lor.
ITs amazing what people can do when they are in invincible mode.

For those students, i worked overtime and reached home around 9pm.

SLEEP!

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Mother usually gave the most logical answer to any life long decision made, in particular the secondary schools and jcs we go to.
I was overwhelmed by the reason she gave for me not to go canada.
I kind of expected that, for she was just using this to cover up her own personal reason which i knew it deep down.
Oh well.

3 more days to make a decision.
Anyway, i could not login into the acceptance website. Sekali i can't accept it at all... hmm..

Catching the falling leaves ...[5:29 PM]

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