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Friday, February 01, 2008
The day my sky turned gray
Its 0142 am, and I dont feel like sleeping yet.
Called Jockbiao, shengxiang, yiguang out of which only shengxiang was there for me.

Who am i kidding when i act as if i dont know the actual cause of me being flustered and unmotivated? (in the previous post)

It was (according to the chinese calender) a year ago, my sky turned gray. It was just a normal day, like any other day. Just that, the sky was grayer than usual. Faceless people walked past. The entire world will not stop for me, they are blind and ruthless.

I've decided to go down to pray later in the morning, even if it is to skip my tutorial. I know i will not be able to concentrate with such a burdern in my mind. I've decided to asked Shengxiang along, as for some reasons, he seems to be one of the few who understand what i'm going through. (Though he can be slightly irritating at times for doing his research too well). And the most important reason is that i dont dare to go alone.

Actually after a year, i almost forgotten how he looked like, and how he sounded. Maybe I might just forgot about the existance within the next few years or felt numb when more people around me start dying. I'll know he was someone important that made an impact in my life.


Catching the falling leaves ...[1:40 AM]
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