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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Back to the music....
I suddenly remember how i used to be in my tip top condition while doing my exam. Its a condition that every questions are what i expected. Even if i encounter questions i have never encounter before, i was able to think quickly and use the clues to make sense out of it and answer according. Then i would be very proud of myself as i knew no one else will be able to figure out the question other then me.

And eveytime i did such paper, i would imagine myself performing in a eudaimonia state. Its like a 2 hrs dance routine, every step and movement of the dance is practiced and prepared for. And after each movement, you know you are doing it well and right and just need to follow the flow till the very end.

I like this type of feeling...

But as things get harder and complex, it seems hard to have a exams that contains things that u have practiced or know abt. Hence, the only time that i could have this type of feeling was when i was back to the music.
When every note and movement i played was accounted and trained for.
Upon every move made, we are anticipating the next few in fear that we might make the wrong move.
And as each note is made, we are relief, thinking back that we had performed it correctly..
All was tense until then entire piece was over...

I missed this feeling...


Catching the falling leaves ...[11:51 PM]
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