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Sunday, May 02, 2010
With that! end of yr 3!
I dont think ill have chance to write this after my exams are over. Cos it will be lots of post exams fun!

Indeed, with the Last paper of industrial process this tuesday, it will be my unoffical end of yr 3. Time really flies is the mist of stress, test and fun. That is why i always want to make every single moment count!

But then again, as of the previous post, there are just some problems ever since this yr starts and it has always been troubling me. Making me worn out, listless and bogged down then ever before. Perhaps this is how people having to Fan tai shui should be experiencing. All these while, i've been taking all the good things happening around me forgranted only to realise how precious it is just to sit down to have a nice meal during times of extreme stress.

Eugchua once said that he always want to try his best to make everyone around him happy but always end up making things worst. He is someone whom u know will try to help you in anyway he could but is not as realiable as he just has too much things to help, that is when people like me start complaining abt him but he never gets angry and even go abt apologising for not helping.

For a very long time, i always want to have such a noble character such as this but always failed. Its just not my way to try to make everything perfect and expect nothing in return. I can even get angry if someone undermined my effort. And when people are unhappy of my performance i will tell them that,'i will definitely help if that is within my ability.'

I said that to father once and he told me this on the very next day," What you are doing now is an obligation for us and not a request from us"
During the high tension i really wanted to blurted out,"Everything i am doing now is an obligation, to myself, to my family and to everyone"
It was actually meant that I just have too much obligation to everyone and not just his, so I really need to priorities what to do first.

After that incident, I started to realise that since i already felt that these are all obligations why do i need to get something in return? Eventhough Its human nature to do that. (of cos eugchua isnt 100% human so he doesnt count. )Having to say that, is it humanly possible to treat others selflessly? I really dont know but its just something im trying to achieve... .... I know its abit late but perhaps this is my resolution for 2010... to threat everyone's needs as my obligation... ...


Catching the falling leaves ...[12:45 AM]
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