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Thursday, May 10, 2007
Heart of Music
Never had i been so lost during these past few months until today.

For a long long time, i've been trying my best to avoid telling people that I'm a musician. I'm just too ashamed to admit it. Music is something I've forsaken.
Ever since my very last performance close to 3 yrs ago, I've sealed my instrument and had never touched it since. Since then, i've never dreamed about music anymore.

Today is the SYF central judging. Rushed down via taxi from school to watch it. The performance was marvellous, and it instilled the memories many many years ago when i first had my instrument and the time everything changes. And i met my teacher there as well, i wondered if he could still remember me... ... Seeing all of them inspired me once again.

Deep down i know, no matter how much i missed it or how much i want toget back to it or how it used to be my dream. It will not lead me to the place i want. Somesay that one can only follow A WAY, dire consequence will happen if one tries to follow more. I think, i've already experienced the dire consequence already. (not that i'm blaming on anything).

People say that you think using LANGUAGE, hence your idea and understanding of the world itself is only imitated to LANGUAGE. Thats where music comes in....
....music seems to be the only thing that can make time stop....

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