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Thursday, November 01, 2007
Edwin Cheng
For the past one year, edwin's blog has been my only and very last thing that keeps me connected to the world of the NSF in 36.


From time to time,I've depended on his blog to remind me of what is most important. Especially during the beginning of this year, when days seemed like years. That was the time when he was one of the few things that could give me the solance I needed most and kept me going.

Edwin Cheng and I have so much things in common, i knew it upon the first day knowing him. Hence, learning the things he had been doing for the past 1 year during my absence, never fails to make me feel as though i am still part of the team. As if he has been doing the things on my behalf. As if nothing much have changed.

I have to tendency of no letting go of stuff.
Because of that, i spent days trying to clear my cupboards of textbooks and worksheets dated back from my primary school days, because of that, it became part of the reason why i totally messed up my jc life..

I knew myself so well that prevented myself from doing something regarding army last year that i felt compelled to do but knew deep down that i will regret. Nonetheless, there are somethings that I just couldnt change, can i?

Edwin ar Edwin.... Do you think I did not have my fair share of suffering in the unit? Do you think i'm really siao that i really love army? Have you ever wonder why i ALWAYS tell you to "enjoy yourself and good luck" instead of using some other words?
Well, its really not as if i'm running sort of vocabulary and have to say 'enjoy yourself'

"Its a man's world, not because it should be but because we let them have it. Based on our weakness."
If you really want to enjoy yourself, NO ONE can make it otherwise. And you shouldn't let anyone do so.
There are people who complain, "In their mouth they say we are commander. By in actual fact we are treated like men. 3SGis juz a shit rank doing shit job." (hmm i wonder who)

We are as great as what we think about ourselves, its not up to others to decide for you.
If you think that army is a waste of your 2 yrs, you will be wasting your two years.

Hence, i really hope that you have gained valuable experience during your stay in 36. Just as I had a long time ago.

And once again.
Take care, good luck and enjoy yourself.

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