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Saturday, July 04, 2009
No time to think for myself
I'm always trying to keep myself occupied. Making myself feel busy with activities, making myself feel alive. There are just so many things out there to be done, to be learnt and to be experience. Why cooped yourself in a room, or in a virtual world or in another person's imagination?

That is why sometimes i envy those people who can sleep less than that of a normal human beings of 8 hrs. They can sleep like 5 hrs a day without any effect of sleep deprivation. Meaning that they have few more hours to spend in the day compare to other normal humans. Or are they unknowingly straining themselves? And its like everyone can sleep all they want when they die, so why not seize the time to do something else? I tried but find it impossible to sleep less than 7hrs a day, so as such the only thing i can do is to sleep a regular timings.

I just realised something abt father recently. Something that we have in common. When he is doing anything, he will be absolutely focus by placing all his attention on it and will not think much of other thing else. (hmm isn't this how everyone is like?)Anyway, i feel that that is one of the reasons why other people often misunderstand of their intention.
When father was busy mendling his business, it would have seems to be the case that we were neglected. But now that he is trying ways to let go to have other people running it and has much time in his hands, he seems to be doing things that i never thought that he would do personally.
As of now, i am not really tied onto anything and everything seems to be very flexible for me. Yet, sometimes i feel that i still cant manage my attention well enough.
how about in the future where things are much uncontrollable? hmm..

It has been quite sometime since i have time to sit down to think abt such things. Cos most of the time right now, my mind is thinking of some other people... i wonder who.. haha.
Perhaps its another time of the year when the birthday is approaching, i will become emo and start to think more ba..

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